Life with Me and Marcus

So, here is what has been going on lately!!! A lot has happened since Christmas so let me update you!!!! Well Marcus and I decided that I should not return back to school this semester. There are a lot of reasons why here are a few. For one, we really could use the extra money to pay off our loans from school, two, I was really stressed out with school and not even knowing I would get into the program in the fall. So I am now looking for a job. It's hard to find a job right now and I get really down about looking for a job too. But I know as soon as I get one it will be better than not having one and staying home all day doing not a whole lot of anything.

Marcus has been working really hard at work. I am so proud of him for being the man to support me in whatever I want to do. I really love that about him. If I have an idea he is always very supportive and even if I am not able to accomplish the task he is still proud of me. It has been hard on me adjusting to a new town and finding my place here in the world and he has been by my side every step of the way, encouraging me and supporting me in every way possible. I never imagined my life being this way and where it is at. Before we got engaged I thought I would be a hairstylist and work in a great salon. Well, that did not work out. Then I thought I would give the whole school thing a shot again and that did not work out either. So I ask God what am suppose to do with this life He has given me because everything that I have wanted has not worked out. So now I guess I need to let Him take over and lead me to where I am suppose to be now. I just have tried doing everything myself and life just does not work that way. I need Him to guide and show me what I am suppose to with this life. I am married to a great guy and all I want more than anything is to start a family with KIDS, house and a dog and maybe a few horses. That sounds great but one needs money to be able to do that. Well so thats about all that has been going on with us lately. Marcus has been working hard as usual and I need a job!!!